Be my escape

... because sometimes, truth hurts.

May 31, 2012 9:10 pm
"I have told myself you are not allowed to hurt me anymore. That’s what hurts the most."
8:42 pm
" Ifa kuat kan? Klw kurang amek dd nye semangat k? "
8:40 pm

Because whenever I lose hope, you always come around and lend me some strength.

8:31 pm May 30, 2012 6:07 pm 6:05 pm

Thank you for the never ending pain. Thank you for the expected disappoinments.
You have gave me nothing, but making me stronger from all the tears and heartpains.
I tried to find but nothing surfaces, all the hopes I used to put in you, in us.

May 23, 2012 10:06 pm

But I know one thing that is certained. I have you.

10:03 pm

I thought, maybe for the old time’s sake you’d give me some face. Not totally throw me away like I never mattered. It’s been decades since we last talked, I wonder if you still care.

10:01 pm

I have one damn whole month of final exams just around the corner and I’m still procrastinating. I’m screwed.

May 22, 2012 1:33 am

20: 20 (22nd)

It was 20th month yesterday. I spent the whole morning till afternoon picturing a perfect evening I was gonna have. It turned out, well, it was better than I ever imagined.

For the hope that once gone
For the love I once gave up
For the happiness I once didn’t believe in

You came and lighten my life up, like an empty glass but you came to fill it back up.

For the advanced (surprise) birthday celebration, the time didn’t matter though, it’s how you planned it and the most importantly, I had the beautiful moments with you.

- For the spectacles you love which you thought you’ve lost them in a cab but it was on your table all along, to the tiramisu I chose for my birthday cake, to the birthday song I had to sing for myself, to the candle that took me almost 10 minutes for me to blow them off, and the nice steak I had for dinner, the sweet red C&K not so little bag, the thoughtful and sweetest card I’ve ever received, and, the moments spent. -

I don’t need any vacation to take a break or to escape, I already have you.

Thank you, to the one who always love me for who I am.